Tuesday, April 17, 2007

what's wrong with me nowadays..
i feel sad and gloomy but i still face my peers with mask of smiles.
sigh!
well today's another day in school no choir though
feels a bit weird la but a break would hurt anyone right?
didnt see her today..
maybe i shouldnt even try..
i should avoid her all the time..
that should help me to forget her right?
i dont know what i should really do?
should i treat her as invisible and just walk past her eventhough i see her in the corridors?
can i even speak to her at all?
this is all so vexing..
smsed nicholyn yesterday night..
i guess to her i was feeling emo dunno fell asleep before i read her last message though..
whoops.. i dreamt again..
i cant stop myself
it's something like that dream but.. in a different senario
i think my mind's screwed up..
help me please!?