Sunday, June 29, 2008

i was overwhelmed by dejection when i woke up. i had a really strange dream last night.
well the thing is yesterday i went out with my god sis and mervyn for dinner and supposedly to study. and then over cake at cafe cartel we just sort of talked about music. the usual stuff, choir, singing and stuff. yea and it got me thinking that maybe my dreams are stupid. i mean i cant possibly achieve it, can i?
well on the bus ride home i happened to chance upon a song by Andrea Bocelli, because we believe. it was totally out of the ordinary and coincidental. the song was inspirational and a moral uplifter. it talks about things like you know if you believe, it can be achieved. i mean what a time for such a song when i'm feeling down and dejected.
well watched tv series online and i got addicted to it. I was watching House, that doctor tv serial. yea anyway then i got to sleep at around 5am in the morning. haha stupid internet connection.
oh back to my dream. i dreamt about all the things i need to do to get to what i want. i dreamt about how i need friends who can sing and are talented in music, i need to engage myself in more musical activities like concerts and performances. i need to actually know music. it's all so difficult. oh and i dreamt about chocolates. weird
hahah! well i'm here now. i think i'm feeling okay again. back to watching my shows la becaue i dont really feel like studying econs. well tip externalities might come out. i "analyzed" the essay questions to see which topics havent been tested. or externalities might not come out at all and national income comes out. who knows haha! there are two casestudies anyway(:
good luck guys.