insomnia is a weird thing.
i'm not thinking of anything but just feels really sad.
detached from everyone.
it seems everyone is busy with themselves and couldnt be bothered with me.
well didnt do well for midyears. got a U for physics which it seems most of the people in my class did. got a D for math which is not very good either. wanted to do better but restricted by my emotions.
i need sleep. i need control. i need...