today i know
how much i mean to her
i could die infront of her
and she would just stare
maybe a smirk on her face
our eyes cant meet
without her looking away
i cant smile at her
i cant look at her
i cant be with her
never gone
my feelings for her
someone please rip her from my heart
rip all the things i like about her
block off all attractions
cut off all connections
prevent the love from every leaking out again
never again please