when singing becomes a chore
you wont see me smile anymore

new song new methods of doing thing
stress load increased proportionately too
how am i gonna cope?
how am i?
without your support...

i fear that those rumours will spoil another friendship
or what i thought was a friendship

today was a drag.
there was a make up lecture for geog today in school. woke up at 845
ate breakfast and went to school.
for the first 15 mins of the lecture i was stoning and not absorbing anything at all.
next half an hour was busy talking here and there haha!
well was suppose to eat at plaza singapura but yuhan says yuduan is gonna study with her so no need to waste time.. sian..
well since no lunch. i went to ask mushi. we went to plaza yamaha.
i went to look at the classical vocal scores haha! whoo expansive.
bought a tuning fork coz the old one i had was bent.. for some reason unknown to me..
then had lunch at mac with mushi, talked abit.
went home after that.
prepared to go out for a family gathering at around 4
did my hair and was quite pleased with it.

family gathering? what family? everyone was either watching soccer, smoking or little children.
all i could do was eat. which was uh!
couldnt wait to leave for home.

oh i change my frame coz the last one broke in a fight with my sis. damn!

woo! rehearsals today.. wah i sucked mah.. what sucky singing was that.. the people were kind to not say anything bout it.. haha(:
well after that went to choir..
mr toh was there..
he's a professional..
he's voice is powerful and strong haha!
whoo i almost moved to bass 1! thank god..
well after choir i went to talked to him.. he said my pitching is good better at lower notes not really tenor.. haha lucky i was sick.. i wonder how i will fare if i'm well and in top form.. (:
after that practiced with the band a few hundred times.
haha(:
well ended quite well
we had to squeeze into darren's dad's car(:
lost feeling of my left arm haha(:

JUst watched secret(:
despite the econs test tomorrow, eileen, mushi, theresa and me, we went to watch Secret
it's was really nice.. the storyline was good, the music was good. i almost cried but i held it back in thinking no one would cry. but alas someone did.

i got a sudden impulse to blog haha!
well today had gp test and finished it 15 mins before time's up. Mrs tan was so surprised at that.
tomorrow there's physics test and i havent hit the books.. sighs.
today we had choir at the container class
my illness got worst.. from flu to sorethroat in the morning then cough in the afternoon and during choir, fever.
how am i gonna survive?
well ReVamped got into the teachers' day celeb..
looking forward to it with anticipation(:
oh yea choir haha(:
well today was boring.. things changed a lot since the seniors left. sighs..
i wonder what will happen to us in future?
our survival hangs in the balance..
well hope i get well soon from my flu sore throat cough and fever sickness(:

today i went to watch fireworks with karen and her mom..
before that i went shopping for cufflings with them at taka.. karen's mom kept looking at me..
haha! i found out later from karen that it's cause her mom saw me before and kept thinking about where..
after that karen complained that her stomach's rumbling so we went to grab a bite at the basement me and karen ate japanese noodles and they kept saying how the jap noodles at cineleisure was nicer haha! and they talked about the history of singapore.. about lky and malaysia and the british and WWII heehee!
after that we took a train to raffles place, karen says she's smart for thinking of that go figure..
the area around esplanade was crowded we walk to somewhere where we could get a better view...
the wait for the fireworks was a long one.. we saw the remote controlled kites and then fireworks. I heard from karen that the fireworks was from China, because of the colours and flowers..
haha! it was so cute hearing ppl around shouting WAH!! karen still say wanna shout too.. luckily i didnt listen to her. paiseh shouting alone... haha!
well the fireworks lasted for around 15 mins then we walked back towards the mrt..
the atmosphere around was like genting because of the smoke from the fireworks and the chilly weather.
we decided to walk to clark quey to take a mrt as it'll be less congested and we'd have to squeeze with less people.
well we reached clark quey and i went to the toilet then karen's mom wanted to go to the ladies too, so me and karen went to sit by the river to talk.. yea.. tooks some photos..

i fell in love with the wrong girl at the wrong time...
never possible

ooh short post to tell all

eh.. well mushi got into the song writing competition finals congrats
i found a new old friend saralyn(: talking to her now...

revamped sounds good i sound bad sighs!! how?

miss ong is being replaced! such bad news had to come now? why?

choir concert on the 15th! just a few days
feeling the need to memorise..

ppl say miss hazel called me attention seeker
miss hazel corrected and say i may seem like one heeheeX) well that made my day

well overload of tutorials and homework! suffocating from it!!

found out my class is full of petty people and hypocrites

got busted for copying work sighs.. how dumb was i? luckily mr leong was nice haha!
sorry hongqing

well tomorrow's another day of mundane school life and things to spice up my life is getting less and lesser..