Sunday, June 29, 2008

you know. i'm not as strong as everyone thinks i am.
till now i still cant get over it. i mean yes exams are on and there are more important things to do then sit around thinking bout her but that's what i do. this midyears i'm really gonna suck at it.
i mean i'd do pretty well for a guy who had a broken heart about a week before exams. and what's worst is she doesnt seem too disturbed by it.
i wonder if she misses me.
well i know who's so good about chocolates already. it's like a drug. after you take it, you feel happier, a change of perspective. give it a few hours and you're thrown back to how you felt, feeling the impact 10 times worst. i think i'm better off finishing the vodka in my cupboard.
i did the weirdest thing today. i didnt study at all for the case study exam tomorrow. 2hr 15mins paper probably able to help me pass econs.
i'm just a guy, i dont want to grow up. i want to be able to be sad and feel sad with no repercussions in life. i hate it when people tell me the truth, that i need to get over it.
perhaps i dont want to.
perhaps..